Well, I’m starting to feel the crunch time again. Things are fantastic with Mike and terrible with everything else. *sigh* I have been job hunting and still have found no luck. The survey thing takes forever to get enough money and I just don’t have that time with my internet. It keeps stopping because of the weather. I really hope I can find something soon…
It’s getting to the point where I almost want to say t0 hell with this and become a prostitute…but I won’t because A.) I never could do that and B.) Mike. *blush* I don’t think he’d like a bunch of men pawing all over me…*whispers* unlike Kerry… >.>
Moving on, my phone bill is once again rolling around and it’s getting to the point that I want to have my phone shut off but if I do that then any potential employee will have no way, other than e-mail, to contact me. This is getting very tiring. I wish that I could just have my old job back. I will gladly work fast food if it means a paycheck. Things just aren’t looking great right now but I know that with some faith and trust (no pixie dust) things will turn out all right.
Thanksgiving is coming up and I’ve been told that my Aunt Susan has said that I could come over to her house for they’re celebration. I would be happy to go but for some reason I feel as if she is a little put off with me at the moment. I’m not 100% sure why and I’m too afraid to ask her…I just don’t know what to do. I know that I should just grow a pair and talk to her but at the same time it’s like…what if she’s so angry she doesn’t want to even see me. *sigh* I just don’t know. I’m a coward. I know it.
Anyhow, I must be off. I have tons of surveys to take. Thank you for reading! Until next time…~C’est la Vie!~
Tags: bills, coward, fear, holidays, hope, jub hunt, Life, love, money, Thanksgiving
